Well if I describe myself, I will not finish today but I can tell you I like the way I am. I am happy with myself, yes I try to change from time to time and sometimes I have succeeded and in other times I didn’t even start trying. What I know is that this is not the only time I will start something and not finish it, but I’m certain that God is going to finish His master plan in me and I do want to be part of that and I do not want to lose time. I want to see myself in a mirror later on and know that I am better and not just for others to see, but for my own enjoyment. At the end of my days, I wish I could see myself and find out that I’m still me and that I am the best I can be.
One day I asked my little one what he wanted to be when he grows up and without pause or hesitation and with a strong and determined voice he said: I just want to be me. And I responded more to myself than to him, Yep, being you is the best that you can be and I applaud you for that. I wish that that determination goes with him wherever he goes and that he can keep it with him even when his body grows. What a beautiful thing it is to be you and not to be bothered by the questions or reasoning of others.
Sometimes life changes you and molds you in a different way, but even if your exterior or your heart changes your soul can still carry you on if you don’t lose hope and the joy to live. It is beautiful out there and it won’t be the same without you.