Last year I had a little glimpse of this Christmas. As we were getting ready to celebrate at Mark’s parents my little one started to feel sick. I thought that maybe it was something minor as he had been perfectly fine before that. As we were getting ready to leave the house he got worse and things went bad pretty fast. So I immediately decided to stay at home with him and Mark left with my older son to have supper. I sat with beside my sweet son to watch tv and talk, as that kept him distracted. We were watching together as he had his head rested on me. Then suddenly he looked at me and I saw his eyes filled with emotion, I knew that he was sad. I thought that it was because he was sick. When I asked if that was the reason why, he said…