Last year I had a little glimpse of this Christmas. As we were getting ready to celebrate at Mark’s parents my little one started to feel sick. I thought that maybe it was something minor as he had been perfectly fine before that. As we were getting ready to leave the house he got worse and things went bad pretty fast. So I immediately decided to stay at home with him and Mark left with my older son to have supper. I sat with beside my sweet son to watch tv and talk, as that kept him distracted. We were watching together as he had his head rested on me. Then suddenly he looked at me and I saw his eyes filled with emotion, I knew that he was sad. I thought that it was because he was sick. When I asked if that was the reason why, he said…
Well if I describe myself, I will not finish today but I can tell you I like the way I am. I am happy with myself, yes I try to change from time to time and sometimes I have succeeded and in other times I didn’t even start trying. What I know is that this is not the only time I will start something and not finish it, but I’m certain that God is going to finish His master plan in me and I do want to be part of that and I do not want to lose time. I want to see myself in a mirror later on and know that I am better and not just for others to see, but for my own enjoyment. At the end of my days, I wish I could see myself and find out that I’m still me and that I am…
I open this area to share my walk with God, I have walked through beautiful fields, prairies, and meadows, but sometimes during my life, I have walked through steep hills, but to me, it was comforting to know that He was by my side. I was a believer since little but started to have a relationship with God since 2001 and that has changed my life. I hope that my thoughts, prayers and the way I reach to God motivate you to in your own walk.